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BURNING THE AUTHOR’S HOPE




There isn’t beautiful word except to pray and thank unto our Lord, the owner of everything in the world, I walk to cross an obstacles in this live, God doesn’t give what we want, but God gives us what we need.
My activities, I never can’t be let loose to attach a words, arrange the characters, interpret meaning although I have to wrestle my imagination, my idea that describable in my mind. It is not impossible because spectrum and art particles which my father has.
I’m motivated to be an author, when I read my father’s book by the title “Brave start to write (Berani Memulai Menulis)” I like the part which has motivation’s word “IF SPEAKING CAN, WHY IT IS NOT WRITTEN
But my dream to become an author wiped out when my father’s hope differentiate between my hope, I don’t know why ?My father’s hope persistent that I have to take English Course first, and I must follow it. But actually the case is when I child my father often given me motivation become the author.



Finally I have to take some course for about 9 months in East java, Pare, Kediri, sobriquet by “ English Village” and I never written that destiny in my “blue print” because in the fact I dislike and I didn’t attractive  about English lesson. However I would try to be useful person and be loyal child. Perhaps the return of my parent’s hope I’m sure that they know what the best to me and my future.
Although, I couldn’t enter in my favorite University which has Journalism lesson, but my heart is very convinced that I would create my dream to be an author. I renew my wish to rise my work by modifying English inside it. And besides I want to step on my foot in the country which is well known as “The Melting Pot country” of world, the American Dream(s), because the majority of phenomenal scientists be born there.
I’m certain that “Everything is able to be thought will be able to be reached”  , I’m motivated by words that I’m excerpt from the Secret book by Rhonda Byrne which inspire me to always be grateful to God for the live that I’m walking on this time and throwing the pessimist feeling inside my life. Past is God’s work for us, while future is our work for God.
“Are you sure that you will reach your dream, you just written by yourself in your book, right?, and don’t believe, don’t think to be fancy person” My friend said.
Well, because the reality the person who has a dream which only count on assumption and only talk, has little more opportunity to reach the dream than the people who has a dream but they write down it first in the attachment as the supporting our sincerity reach it 60% the realization of our dream which we attach on the blue print sketch.
In my sincerity I have been doing my parent’s trusteeship, I had finished my education to know more English lesson, and I believe that God always gives us the beautiful divine decree in our life.
Now I’m step forward to prove the truth that “the thought that I think about now is creating my future life or the idea that I think about now is making my future life. Believe your self you will never be stopped. But if Our God gives us failure, so we must to certain our purpose and destiny of our best life. Ready to be up against and take the risk of  life and we have to walk on to be an optimist person.
Wow, amazing!, my father is a lecture of  University in my home town suggest me to join in major of religious proselytizing and communication, yeah, World of Journalism lesson will I get on the major it, my obsession to be an author will be true. God doesn’t give what we want, but God gives us what we need. Thanks a lot God. (afl)
By : Aydha Lively Bouncy



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